Current location:	work
Current mood:	sleepy
Current music:	Supermassive Black Hole - Muse

OMJESUS Life is Soooo Stressfull!
So, me and my boyfriend broke up again.
For keeps this time.
We both know that we're best suited as friends so it's all okay.
We want different things in life.
He; small town life.
Me; big city living.
He; an Alberta patch worker
Me; Vancouver's (hopefully) first Cosplay Cafe owner.
The only thing we seem to have in common at the moment is what we want in bed.
Girls.
I have this female friend that recently has been catching my eye.
Today I found out that I turn her head as much as she does mine.
After a day of being curled up together, holding hands and watching movies with the occasional neck biting sesion thrown in for good measure, she comes out and says something that had me giddy with happiness.
'Why do I always fall for the nerds?'
Oh yes, I am super nerd.
So much of a super nerd in fact, that she calls me by my cosplay alter all the time.
Even she admits that I'm a nerd.
More that once I wanted to reach down and kiss her, but I didn't.
Fuck.
When nine rolled around and we were both still curled up together fighting off sleep, I knew that she'd be staying the night.
Well, plans changed at nine thirty when my boss calls and informs me that on my first day off after six on and with no sleep whatsoever, I was going to work.
Ever seen a hotel employee go postal?
Would you like to?
After this phone call my friend, whom we shall call Nina, opened her arms to me and just let me cry my bloody eyes out.
I am so rediculously over worked that my chances of ever having a relationshit with Nina the blue eyed Angel would be slim.
We work conflicting hours you see.
I am tired enough to feel totally bipolar right now and have enough mud like coffee running through my veins that I actually think I can make it through the next five hours without putting my head on the desk and effectively dying right there.
I also think that seeing as the devil himself could not drag me to work tomorrow, I am going to spend the afternoon with Nina like we planned.
She told me to call her tomorrow and I plan on doing just that.
P.S: This song reminds me of Nina